Not the one to blame

No, I don't feel ashamed
Looking back I stand by all I've told
Wondering how someone who seemed so lovely
could turn into someone so damn cold

You're wrong, if you believe
you might break me or make me cry
This time I'm stronger
It's simply my nature not to tell you lies
I used to like you
I used to keep you on my mind
Seems like the truth is different
I could find Thousands of your kind

You can keep all those secrets
you don't want to share
Your eyes keep on saying
what your mouth won't tell
I can't trust you, so I turn away
hope you realize I'm not the one to blame

No, mister, for real,
I didn't want you to walk away
but honestly, you could have talked to me
I would've never tried to make you stay

You're wrong, if you believe
I may break down, may want to die
This time I'm stronger
There's an empty space, but I feel pretty fine
I used to like you
happiness and warmth I used to feel
You may have left me wounded, well
not as broken as I used to be

You can keep all those secrets
you don't want to share
Your eyes keep on saying
what your mouth won't tell
I can't trust you, so I turn away
hope you realize I'm not the one to blame

As well as I know
we will meet again in time
I'll have to face your heart of stone
hope someday someone will make you shine
Find somebody true on your way and live
I won't ever desert you, but for sure I won't forgive
Remember I'm not lonely, just live alone
it's my decision only to stay on my own
Waving with a white flag I wished you would say something
My apologies, I didn't know that it meant nothing
I hope you realize I'm not the one to blame
Seriously, you - guys - without exception are all the same