Too proud

I did my best, really tried to understand
keep on asking myself what changed you
In my head I'm finally over it
just my heart still whispers it loves you

So easy to get through a day
feeling happier than ever before
waking up with wet cheeks at night
if it will ever stop, I'm not sure

I hate this situation
hate the thing I feel for you...
Too proud to start the next try, boy
Too proud to show that I still care
Too proud to say again I'm sorry
Too strong, but it's still hard to bear
Too awake to tell I'm worried
Too weak to get rid of what I feel
simply too long to forget this story
that's the fate and our big deal

Trying hard to understand
the way you look at me in dreams
you're sitting on your chair and staring
feeling broken, holding back the tears

Wake up, open your eyes, it's getting late
open the door, stop this silly game of fate
See, the shallow people out there!
Are you sure? Is that your world?
Do you wanna be like them?
Don't you mind that you still hurt?
Your heart will show you
you'll get lost (feel like me)
you'll dry your tears (will be crying like me)
will feel the heart you threw away (just like me)
will run through hell and yell (scream like me)
When you'll be standing there so tall
aware of stumbling and fall
the one who was stupid for you fully
wasn't any devil, but loved you truly