Walls of steel

I felt the Heaven on my shoulders
pushing me down to the floor
making me give up to turn them loose
all the things that I adored
Reaching for something that was not to hold
the eyes I loved just disappeared
Was it too much I was praying for?
A little more space was all I'd need

My clouds, my home, my heart on fire
the ashes were blown away by the wind
falling down, having just one desire
keeping alive the world innocent

The dusty places without water
the desert drying heart of steam
the world of dreams is crushing down
and nothing's ever as it seems
Living with a heart wide open
means taking one of the biggest risks
that's why I'm closing four walls of steel
keeping it cold, feeling slow low beats

I pulled out, opened up the door
broke away running to spread the wings
From the start feeling so insecure
every step was leading into pins
The world of emotion's turning cold
now it's freezing in the stonecold heart
there's a little story never told
getting in forgetting from the start

My clouds, my home, my heart on fire
the ashes were blown away by the wind
falling down, having just one desire
keeping alive the world innocent

The dusty places without water
the desert drying heart of steam
the world of dreams is crushing down
and nothing's ever as it seems
Living with a heart wide open
means taking one of the biggest risks
that's why I'm closing four walls of steel
keeping it cold, feeling slow low beats

I took the pink glasses off, threw them away
I have to move on, 'cause it hurts to stay
I have to look around, see the unpretty world
have to hear the sound of every word you told
If you ever asked me, I would tell the truth
I'd say I left a place that felt so good
You think you can understand, but you can't
some silence caused imagination of a man
Afraid of hearing what I had to say
you couldn't stop hiding and ran away
After all the storms we lost the trust
the beautiful warm paradise turned to dust
We're saying goodbye to an unknown world
listening to singing of a little bird
two souls kept together by a heart
went separate ways, one fell apart
Now I'm turning around, going my own way
standing on the earth, looking up and prayin'
The memories and pains will all get burned
deep inside I know won't return...
In spite of all I know it made a sense
I had to open my eyes, face the innocence
Our ways didn't cross coincidentally
but now I let you fly - a part of my heart, my family...